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[disingenuous]

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[disingenuous]

[ he really went insane over three people. that makes him even softer than she is, if you think about it. ]

No, people who you barely interact with don't count. I don't think you're so untouchable, though. You wouldn't be this way, if you were.

[nascens]

[LISTEN. Maybe so. He really did say three strikes you're out to the whole of humanity.]

Comparatively, I'd say I am. [Less than he'd like, but more than many.] Though it hardly matters.

[On account of his encroaching ego death.]

[disingenuous]

Why do you say it doesn't matter?

[ she doesn't know he seeks ego death. ]

[nascens]

[HE WILL SAY SO BECAUSE HE DOESN'T THINK IT'S A BIG DEAL.]

I don't intend to remain in this form for much longer. It won't matter to what I become next.

[disingenuous]

What does that mean, exactly?

[nascens]

Put simply, true ascension to something beyond godhood also means shedding personhood. I was hardly one to begin with, so it makes little difference to me.

[GOODBYE EMOTIONS GOODBYE BAD PERSONALITY GOODBYE PAINFUL MEMORIES HE'LL MISS NONE OF YOU.]

[disingenuous]

[ checks the week

there is a vibe of faint understanding. not about the ascending past godhood part. the other parts. she has her thoughts about that kind of goal and for him, but she thinks if he wants to assign that kind of pretentious reasoning to just wanting to not exist as a person, sure. he can. what's it to her? ]

Is that what you killed for, or was that just a bonus?

[nascens]

[Not the faint understanding. Sometimes you just have thoughts about existence. At least he does have other goals; the ego death just happens to be a much-welcomed side effect.]

That was a favor.

[HELP!]

[disingenuous]

[ well. there's no surprise, but it's still like.... she has to double check something. ]

For him?

[nascens]

No. I find that man a nuisance. I'd rather he not be on this side at all.

[HE OWES SO MUCH MORE THAN WHAT HE WAS GIVEN!!!!! HE HATES SEO!!!!!]

[disingenuous]

[ she really was about to question his tastes. ]

Then, for whom?

[nascens]

I keep my dealings to myself.

[He just needs it to be known that he did NOT DO IT FOR SEO fuck that guy (he already killed him) fuck that guy-]

[disingenuous]

All right.

[ she will lapse into a silence then since she doesn't care that much and

well

she can't leave since you put them in the cage and they've been talking long enough, but she can leave the conversation and we can set this thread to rest for endgame upon us. ]