[ yeah, he does not really care about incentives when they make sense, and given what he does know of her situation, it makes sense. he does not judge her for it, just like he doesn't judge alex for what happened with ichiban. which i can say now that it's been doxxed.
it's really that he does know roxana isn't heartless, and she does feel a way about things. it helps, he thinks. or maybe he's just as biased about her as he is about other people he cares about. ]
... true. I have tried to remind myself that understanding doesn't mean agreeing. I've kinda said the same to other people, too, but I think you and I both know it can be difficult to apply the same logic to ourselves as we do other people. I can draw a line, but I want to make sure it's a line that I can back up, you know?
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I don't think my grief is gone yet for other people I've lost. I don't know if it ever will be because of things I regret that came from it. So it's not like I don't get that. [ ... ] Is it too forward to ask who?
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it's really that he does know roxana isn't heartless, and she does feel a way about things. it helps, he thinks. or maybe he's just as biased about her as he is about other people he cares about. ]
... true. I have tried to remind myself that understanding doesn't mean agreeing. I've kinda said the same to other people, too, but I think you and I both know it can be difficult to apply the same logic to ourselves as we do other people. I can draw a line, but I want to make sure it's a line that I can back up, you know?
[ ... ]
I don't think my grief is gone yet for other people I've lost. I don't know if it ever will be because of things I regret that came from it. So it's not like I don't get that. [ ... ] Is it too forward to ask who?