kaworu catchall

[disingenuous]

i've only seen the anime and rebuild.... i know the manga version is different

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week 1, sunday

[disingenuous]

[ she will come to check in on kaworu. how is he doing? did he get healed at all? ]

Did it make you feel better?

[peripheries]

[He got healed and he's just kind of... hobbling back to his lounge. He stares at her for a few seconds, debating if he might lie and then he shrugs.]

No.

[disingenuous]

As expected. What will you do now?

[peripheries]

Dunno.

Just stuck with it, I guess.

[disingenuous]

... You should likely rest first. Have you sent him a message yet?

[peripheries]

If I send him a message like this, I'll only worry him. I have to be collected and unconcerning.

[disingenuous]

If you care about him and he cares about you, it shouldn't matter what state you're in.

[ a beat. ]

It's too late for you to be either of those.

[ everyone here has already seen him be the opposite of collected and unconcerning. ]

[peripheries]

...I just don't want him to be stuck there worrying.

[And yeah. He can't argue that. So he just... presses the palms of his hands into his eyeballs and sighs.]

Or anyone else.

[disingenuous]

You'll just have to give him a reason to worry less. Like making it back to your lounge sooner.