disingenuous | kashuu catchall

[ This is why they vibe so well. Those are the ones she'd leave for last, too. Help. ]

I suppose the point is letting things here go so we can leave it all behind. Has it been stressful for you, Kiyomitsu?

[HELP. They're really just the same person. All of Metallic floor is the same person.]

Letting stuff go? I mean, it sucks, but what's been stressful is waiting every week to see if anyone else I love is gonna end up getting murdered or going bonkers.

[He says this casually now, but he truly hit a despair event horizon on Saturday and wished he had never come back from his CYOA, so. PHEW.]

[ already gmail is like we have had enough of these metallics and not sending me notifs ]

I meant, what you weren't allowed to tell me while reassuring me.

[ role confidante x2 ]

But you haven't really had a break from any of the deaths.

[ kashuu cares about so many that the victim or culprit wheel had such great chances to land on someone bad for him every week. ]

[IM IN TEARS SHAKES GMAIL DOWN STOP TRYING TO STOP US.

Kashuu just makes a bit of a face at that before sighing, though. Role confidante x2... BOTH OF THESE THINGS ACTUALLY, Roxana is entirely correct. Sometimes you bond very quickly and love very strongly and it means that 9 out of 10 times, both the killer and victim are someone you feel for.]

Oh... Well. It was a pain in the ass, for sure, but I'm sure it was way harder for Yasusada and Clarte, considering they were the ones trying to do all the work but they could only talk to me and then each other about it.

[KASHUU DESPERATELY TRYING TO SAVE ROXANA FROM DESPAIR BY BEING LIKE (LOOKS DIRECTLY AT CLARTE THROUGH THE ETHER) IT'LL BE FINE PROBABLY,,]

...That's a sword's life, anyway.

[No break from death, especially for a sword forged by the dry river. God bless.]

[ Despair..... it's fine. Clarte came through for two of them (probably).

She is just going to come up to Kashuu and gently hold his face. ]

You did your best, running around to check on everyone. You did well. Thank you, Kiyomitsu.

[Clarte came through for two... God bless Clarte. He just tilts his head a little into the careful hold she has, though, even if he glances away for a second. He doesn't feel like he did a lot!! Actually, he feels like he did nothing of value pretty much his entire time here. But.]

--Thanks, Roxana. I, um... Y'know. I tried to do what I could, at least.

[ This seems to be a common thought with a lot of people here. Not for bad reason or invalid reasons, but you know, everybody is just doing what they can with what little they've bene given. ]

I know you did. Anyone could see that. At least, I did. Don't diminish it, all right?

Even if it didn't feel like much, it was.

[It's easy to feel like you can't do anything when you're so limited! Rough... Especially with this group of strong-minded individuals who are used to Doing Shit and Getting Shit Done in general.]

Yeah... I know. I'll try not to. [He doesn't want to diminish it - or rather, doesn't want to take the kindness of anyone he's tried to help for granted.] ...I'll be glad to be done with this all, though. Like. One way or another.

I will be happy to leave all this behind as well.

[ She's been glad to meet people here, to be around individuals who aren't so similar to her family, but... all the events and happenings and the deaths.... even if the trauma isn't new, who would want it? ]

It has to be soon, if the prism is looking like this, doesn't it?

...Yeah. I think so.

[He's really hoping they're all going in the right direction, too, but honestly? At this point, with the way things had been going, it'd be better to just go out on their own terms, even if they don't ever make it out of here.]

We tried to open up more tears like you guys wanted, but all we really did was make stuff weird and bring more color back to places.

I don't know what's right or wrong, but the imbalance is probably in the direction we want.

[ She can't know for sure, but it's not like they can go back now. ]

And I feel better trying something than not at all.

[ She would prefer to make it out of here, but the other way, they weren't going to leave at all. ]

It doesn't seem to be making anything worse, at least. Not, like... now, anyway.

[The Feeling Of Vague Unease, which he'll quickly shake off because that's depressing!]

--But yeah, totally with you there. Speaking of, wanna go pick out some new fits now? We're gonna wanna look super glam whenever we gotta do... whatever the hell comes next.

[ She holds out her hand to him. ]

We must dress to kill.

[Taking it gracefully!]

God, I've been waiting for weeks to say that. Let's go!

[ They are such a dangerous duo. ]

We'll take no prisoners.

[ Any clothes abandoned will just have to become as noodles. ]

[Watch them actually become noodles somehow.

BUT AWAY, TO THE CLOSET, TO RAID IT FOR ONE LAST HURRAH before everything either ends up resolved beautifully or goes to shit horribly.]

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i hope you're reveling in the chaos rn i personally think it's beautiful and im cheering u on

yeah it's very funny thank you aki

chaos support always

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