But yeah, everyone really let Roxana just trounce off on her own, huh? Even Kashuu - though he was busy being very sad and also trying to make sure Estinien didn't fckin die on him. When she rests her head against his shoulder, he reaches out to gently pat the top of it, careful in case there are injuries he can't see.]
...It would've been, yeah.
[He wouldn't want his traumas on display either, but, well. They look like they took a beating, and what's a sword good for if not war?
The last statement has him sighing.]
We are. Guess all dreams really do end sooner or later, huh?
What a wild time, though. She really got to escape with all her traumas quietly tucked away, except for Estinien who saw it all with his little hobbit eyes.]
...Just a bad dream.
[Or many. It's hard for him to shake the anxiety that he might wake up any second here and be back under the bench in the abandoned greenhouse, waiting and waiting once more.]
Can't imagine anyone else's was any better. These field trips are the worst.
[ In some ways she's grateful it was Estinien she was with because she has a hunch he'll be like, I don't have time to care about or unpack all that for what her stage of the tower represented.
She's had enough dreams of how twisted her family is that it's no different from being awake for her. ]
They are. We don't need a small jaunt to tell us what we already know. Whatever you had to experience when we were apart, it won't be true here.
[ESTINIEN AND ROXANA REALLY WERE THE TWO MOST COMPATIBLE FOR THEIR VENTURE.
But, yeah, Kashuu doesn't particularly want to dwell on what happened and also is pretty sure no one else in their group wants to, either, so. Onward and upward.]
Yeah. ...I think - it might take a little time to, uh. Readjust. But things'll stay stable here. [...] In their way.
[ Roxana is 50% tempted to ask Kashuu what happened with him, but she doesn't want the return questions. Sucks to be on CYOA where you can be called out on your hypocrisy.
She hums a low note. ]
We'll go through the weekend like the past few, and today will just be another page in this terrible book.
[ She will be fine. Looks away from Sunday. She will be fine. ]
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But yeah, everyone really let Roxana just trounce off on her own, huh? Even Kashuu - though he was busy being very sad and also trying to make sure Estinien didn't fckin die on him. When she rests her head against his shoulder, he reaches out to gently pat the top of it, careful in case there are injuries he can't see.]
...It would've been, yeah.
[He wouldn't want his traumas on display either, but, well. They look like they took a beating, and what's a sword good for if not war?
The last statement has him sighing.]
We are. Guess all dreams really do end sooner or later, huh?
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Yeah, she used Estinien and his exhaustion to her advantage today. ]
I don't know what you saw through your door, but I'm glad that dream ended when it did.
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What a wild time, though. She really got to escape with all her traumas quietly tucked away, except for Estinien who saw it all with his little hobbit eyes.]
...Just a bad dream.
[Or many. It's hard for him to shake the anxiety that he might wake up any second here and be back under the bench in the abandoned greenhouse, waiting and waiting once more.]
Can't imagine anyone else's was any better. These field trips are the worst.
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She's had enough dreams of how twisted her family is that it's no different from being awake for her. ]
They are. We don't need a small jaunt to tell us what we already know. Whatever you had to experience when we were apart, it won't be true here.
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But, yeah, Kashuu doesn't particularly want to dwell on what happened and also is pretty sure no one else in their group wants to, either, so. Onward and upward.]
Yeah. ...I think - it might take a little time to, uh. Readjust. But things'll stay stable here. [...] In their way.
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She hums a low note. ]
We'll go through the weekend like the past few, and today will just be another page in this terrible book.
[ She will be fine. Looks away from Sunday. She will be fine. ]
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...I guess so, huh? Kinda sucks that that's the way it is, but...
[He guesses there's some comfort in its predictability, or something.]
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[ that's part of the problem, but that's all she can say. ]
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[Exhausting and also hateful, but it's fine.]