... Thank you, Roxana. Truthfully, when I was created, I was always meant to be slated for disposal. [they were not meant for a future.] Well, not that I really remember anything from back then. But while I hold no resentment towards my creators, and I'm sure my past self didn't either...
[...]
It means a lot to hear that. I'm grateful.
[whether out of atonement for their sins or because they have to earn the right to exist at all, the idea of living for themself is near incomprehensible to clarte. nevertheless, they do appreciate hearing sentiments like this.]
[ It's a little funny, how much that strikes a chord. It's a little funny, how disposable she should have been to her father, how her death should have been certain, but because she wants to survive, she didn't even think about whether she had a right to exist at all.
It doesn't matter if she has the right. She just wants to, and she thinks this is the biggest difference between her and Clarte. They hold no resentment, but she holds plenty. ]
.... My siblings and I are all disposable to my father. [ This is said evenly, like a fact, because it is. ] But I did enough, so I wouldn't be considered such.
Whatever you remember, whatever you don't, if you can be happy to hear it, I think that's a good thing.
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they turn in her direction, smiling.]
... Thank you, Roxana. Truthfully, when I was created, I was always meant to be slated for disposal. [they were not meant for a future.] Well, not that I really remember anything from back then. But while I hold no resentment towards my creators, and I'm sure my past self didn't either...
[...]
It means a lot to hear that. I'm grateful.
[whether out of atonement for their sins or because they have to earn the right to exist at all, the idea of living for themself is near incomprehensible to clarte. nevertheless, they do appreciate hearing sentiments like this.]
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It doesn't matter if she has the right. She just wants to, and she thinks this is the biggest difference between her and Clarte. They hold no resentment, but she holds plenty. ]
.... My siblings and I are all disposable to my father. [ This is said evenly, like a fact, because it is. ] But I did enough, so I wouldn't be considered such.
Whatever you remember, whatever you don't, if you can be happy to hear it, I think that's a good thing.
[ She thinks it's a right thing. ]
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it doesn't surprise them, after what they've seen of her life. still, to hear it...]
... Then, I also hope there can be a day where you don't have to constantly prove your worth.